What could cheer me up now? I need it desperately. =(

No matter what you're doing, you should put ur whole effort in. In order to make it successful. If once couldn't do, try again, till it's done. Most of the time, the task is not difficult. Just you already gave up at the beginning by thinking that you are unable to do it, or you don't know how. Do not think at that way! Tell yourself that you will do the best. Even if that's something you haven touch before. Do not give up before you tried it. Keep on with positive thinking and have confidence on yourself. Believe on yourself. Human do make mistakes. The most important is that you know what's the mistake and learn from it. Humans learn from mistakes. Mistakes make people learn more, think more. When you face it next time, it won't be happening again. You will be proud on yourself after you succesful in doing it.

Hmm. Don't know what brings me to it. But I just finish an article regarding childbirth. It's really alot to learn bout it. Just the choìces of ways to giving birth are a start of a little life. It could give a huge impact to the babies. Besides, it depend on your luck as well. As we can see, many cases where the doctors carelessnes takes away the life of the mother or the newborn babies. Or making the mothers suffer from pain for hours. Remembered when I was in Form 4, my bio teacher let us watch a childbirth video. Many of us didn't dare to watch but I take the risk to watch. And OMG! That was terrifying! Can feel the pain by just watching that. Can't imagine if I'm on the spot. It's unforgettable. Realy not easy for mothers to give birth to all of us. Especially some who had a dozen of children, that's crazy! What I could say now. I love you, MUM! =D

不知从何时,我开始爱上了雨滴的声音..它给我的感觉很舒服...没有任何的压力..　这样聆听着它,心里也感觉很平静...特别是晚上的时候,一边望着天空,一边享受那种旋律..心里也不自觉地感到寂寞..那种感觉,我已经开始习惯了....

Hope that I could achieve.

Nowadays, fresh graduates hard to get a job. I wonder why that there are many vaccancies we could see everywhere. There are many jobs available, the only thing is that employer couldn't find the qualities they wanted. 

From the conversation with my aunty, I get to know some stories. I realized that people outside there really do look upon on your ability to communicate and writing skil. Most important is your knowledge on your field. THe world outside there are realy cruel and realistic. Al these makes me think that I'm stil not ready to step into society yet. I'm glad that I knew that now, enable me to put some efforts in improving myself.

Imagine that a person went for an interview, when interviewer ask him question he's not able to answer well. Why? Just because his english is poor and lack of confidence. When test him on his writing skill, again in english. His essay is awful. Thinking bout that, I do not want to be in that situation. Well, I should start to make some improvement on myself, to prepare myself for a better future.

I'm just not brave enough to face all that =(

宁可期待一份真爱, 也不要因为寂寞而找人来爱...　
孤单的感觉是避免不了的, 感情要两人百分百投入才会有好结果....　　　　　　　　　　　　　


Saw this unexpectedly when I'm reading a magazine. It gave me a very deep feeling. 100 likes for it! =D Really true, maybe I couldn't really understand the real meaning before this. But now, it expressed what I'm thinking. Sometimes I will think, is there a difference in myself? Not only physical appearance. The way I settle things, is it more mature? Hope so =)