I miss you.

I don't know why.. but I just love to come up here and express my feeling most of the time. and most of it are negative ones. Probably, I'm the type who doesn't like to show my emo-ness in front of my friends. Hope to bring happiness to everyone around me. So, I choose to keep it all by myself and here is the place I could release it all out. 

Sometimes, I really feel that I don't understand myself.

 I don't know who I am. Don't know what I wanted, what I doing. Emotions could change so quickly. Don't even know since when I become moody all the time. I thought that I'm tough, brave enough. Things just turn out differently and unexpected. When I remain silent, it means that I'm thinking something. And I did that most of the time. It has remain like this quite some time, but I just couldn't search back the original me. I'm lost. I'm totally lost. Who can help me get out of all these? I'm tired with myself. Exhausted.

Just could say,

I miss you.